I already have a lot of work within my own domain, like spiritual work, taking care of you, and taking care of Supreme Master TV for the world already. Every other extra work is an extra burden for me and takes up my precious time. Do you capiche? (Yes.) […] Even this morning, not just now, when I tried to dress myself and put some colored dust on my face, I was thinking, “I wish I had all this power and wisdom when I was younger, when I had more physical strength and time.” And I was crying.
I myself could help a little bit more if I have more time to meditate for your country (Korea) alone, but I don’t have a lot of time. Everybody takes a piece of me. Everything’s not the way it seems. I tell you this to explain this to you. Everything comes to your Master only. I don’t mind suffering, I don’t mind pain, but if I keep continuing, how do I have time to do many other things more urgent, more pressing? If I keep on entertaining people, or being just polite, loving and kind, then I have no time at all.
There are differences between love and compassion. There’s a difference between inner salvation and outside politeness or caring actions for one group, instead of one world. And you are like children; don’t know anything, just so happy-go-lucky. It’s fine, I don’t want you to experience any hardship, suffering, or pain. But just please do know: don’t keep asking for things that are not really good for the general world, or universe. Maybe it’s good for one group, or good for you, but not good for everyone else.
I already have a lot of work within my own domain, like spiritual work, taking care of you, and taking care of Supreme Master TV for the world already. Every other extra work is an extra burden for me and takes up my precious time. Do you capiche? (Yes.) My time is counted as seconds. You have no idea, because outside you’re just working every day, and you forget that time goes fast. You are young, mostly young, and you don’t understand how precious it is (time) for me now. Even this morning, not just now, when I tried to dress myself and put some colored dust on my face, I was thinking, “I wish I had all this power and wisdom when I was younger, when I had more physical strength and time.” And I was crying. I still feel like crying now. But that’s the way it is. And now, everybody wants to take a piece of my time. People invite me to go here, invite me to go there. I have to refuse, refuse and refuse. So every extra work takes extra burden. It’s not fun.
I don’t always show that in public. There are two sides. I’m smiling, enjoying things, but on the other side, it’s different. So, don’t think it’s so easy just to enjoy. I don’t enjoy anything in this world, to tell you the truth. Nothing here that I cannot throw out. I do everything just for the world, for helping people. If I want to, I can go anywhere, anytime, and watch. Your performance here also is as beautiful. I have no need to go anywhere. Even your performance, I’m also there only for your sake. If I want to see anything, I go to a theater. I can watch movies. I don’t even have the time to watch any movies, or any news outside, except working on Supreme Master TV, and for you, and anything concerning our group and the world.
I have not watched any movies for a long... at least one year now. And before that one year, I didn’t watch anything also. When the Supreme Master TV team first came, I watched with them for some time, once a week or something, but for a few weeks only for the work, and then no more. Since then, no more. I have no time. Also, I’m not interested. And even if I’m interested, I have no time, I can’t afford it. Sometimes at night, I come home after pleasing everybody, and I drop dead. I really want to meditate, but I drop dead. If I’m holding on to some fan remote control or something, I just drop them, and I drop myself also. So I don’t dare to sit on anything high in case I fall down. You see, I have to explain all this. You always dig out everything, all the secrets from me. Alright then. Anything else?
Because if I don’t tell you, you don’t understand, and then you think I am strict with you, or I don’t want to see you, or I neglect you, and all of that. So, I have to tell you. I did not intend to come here to tell you this. No, it was not in my plan. I just wanted to go out to praise the people who take in the homeless, just for everybody else to have an example. If you can, not just in Taiwan (Formosa) but everywhere, you take in the homeless, one or two, depending on if you have a room or not. They’ll be just happy to live in your garage, as long as it’s warm and protected from the elements, and some clothes to wear, some food to eat.
Yeah? Somebody wants to ask a question? Yeah, sister. (Hallo, Master.) Hallo. (First, I would like to share one thing with our brothers and sisters of Seoul Center, and I will ask Master a question.) Translate for me. (She’s going to ask a question about Korea Seoul Center.) Korea what? (Seoul Center.) Seoul Center. OK. (Yesterday, I assisted Master to wear a Korean costume.) (Yesterday she helped You wear a Korean costume.) Yesterday, yes. (After that, Master gave Her clothes to Seoul Center as a souvenir. Yesterday, I took those clothes and told this to the contact person only. So, I would like to share this story with our brothers and sisters of Seoul Center.) (She helped You wear a costume yesterday, and after that…) After that, I gave her the clothes, told her to give them to the Seoul Center as a souvenir. I know it because I gave it to her. And then, what’s her question?
(Yes… yesterday, Master changed Her clothes in such a poor condition, and even though it was so boiling hot, as there were not only just one or two clothes to wear… I saw with my own eyes that Master endured all that for the peace in Korea. Thank You, Master.) (You were wearing a costume in such a bad condition, and the costume was not one layer, it was in multiple layers, so You were suffering so much in the costume, so she wants to thank Master for trying so hard.) You’re welcome. (Moreover, there were too many mosquitoes as it was in the mountains.) (It was in the middle of the mountain so there were so many mosquitoes.) Many mosquitoes. Oh, they bit her? (No, no.) Bit me? (Yes.) Sure, sure, I have a lot. How surprising. So, what then? (When Master hugged the Koreans lovingly, I saw they felt as if they were meeting their real parents.) (When Master was hugging the Korean artists, she could tell that they were feeling so touched inside, like their real parent was hugging them.) Who’s hugging whom? (Korean artists.) Oh, OK, OK.
(As we, the disciples of Master who have received a lot of love from Her, are not good enough… I’m so sorry that we could not carry Your burden more.) (She’s really feeling sorry for You, for not helping You properly yesterday. Like all the disciples…) Not what? Didn’t dress properly? (No, for supporting You, like she could not support You well, so she feels very sorry for Master.) How? How does she know how much she had to support? She helped me with the clothes, that’s all. I didn’t expect anything. Because the Korean clothes, I can’t dress alone, so I had to ask a Korean person to help me. They know how, that’s all. They suggested it. The Korean, Seoul Center, suggested, “Master, we send You a person in case You need to wear the Korean costume.” So, I asked her to help.
(Yesterday, I should have assisted You more properly… I would like to ask if it’s because of maya that I could not do it properly.) (Yesterday, she wanted to help You more and support You better and speak with You, communicate with You better, but she could not do well. So, she is wondering if that’s the effect of maya.) Never mind, it’s gone. Whatever, maya or not, it’s passed already. She keeps crying all the time. Why? It was a good thing that she could help me, and that we celebrated Korean Peace. Nothing bad, why is she crying? Ask her. How many people want to help me and cannot? Explain. They have their translation. Sorry, sorry. Luckily, the Seoul Center sent a note like that, otherwise I’d forget. I would have not remembered that somebody could help me and then I’d probably take longer to wear the costume. And sometimes you have to put it behind, or in front. Oh, God. Being a woman is so complicated. Very. Very, very complicated. Being a beautiful woman is so complicated. Very, very, very, very complicated. I said, “Wanting to be a beautiful woman is very complicated.”
It’s for Korea that I did all that. I’d rather wear just anything, like usual – simple and look covered. It’s good enough; and respectful is good enough. Never mind. In life, we don’t always do what we like, and we do what is good for others. The Korean people on their important day, they would be happier to see me in their own costume. And I also asked the responsible person to put the Koreans in the front, the front-most. “Because it’s their day,” I said like that. So, they did arrange for all the Korean people to sit in the front, as front as possible. And of course, they picked the ones with more decoration, beautiful clothes, for the occasion. Not that we discriminate that you should wear more beautiful clothes, or not. It’s just that day, if somebody wore beautiful clothes, we put them in the front, with Korean traditional clothes. And I also wore it. It was so hot! I was dripping, dripping all over inside. Luckily, the Korean clothes have many layers, you don’t see the sweat. Otherwise, it would stick all over me like glue! Inside, many layers, so if you sweat, you don’t see. So, Koreans are very smart. Look beautiful, but cool, no sweating, no. You can say, “No sweat!” But you’re sweating all over.