That’s why we have to practice, to get used to the (inner Heavenly) Light, ' so when the (inner Heavenly) Light comes, you don’t feel shocked or surprised. Sometimes it’s too bright and sudden. Some people sit for a long time and wait for the (inner Heavenly) Light to come. “No Light... No Light – already two hours! No Light...” And then suddenly, they’re like, boom! And then, “Huh?” Too bright and too quick.
Question? (I wanted to ask, because miracles happen in my life.) Moment, moment. Cannot hear you. (Miracles happen in my life constantly, and sometimes I wish I could just leave. I don’t know what to do about it because I can’t control these emotions.) (In my life, miracles happen all the time,) Yeah? (but sometimes I want to go away from this world. How is this? Because maybe that’s my emotion.) How? How she should go away from the world? Why do you want to go away from the world? I’m still here. You’re tired? (Yes.) Tired of the world, huh? (Yes.) I understand.
What do you do, like a job? Your job is tiring or just life in general? (No, just in general. Life… is so difficult; it seems very difficult to me.) What? (In general, life seems hard for me.) Oh, yeah. What do you do for a living? Do you do any hard work? (I have a pleasant job. I make books for children.) (I have very nice work. I make books for children.) Ah! Very nice. Then why are you tired? Life, it should be a very nice job. Very nice job. You’re still tired, huh? But you look so happy. (I am happy because miracles happen. Thanks to these miracles, I somehow manage to survive.) Because she sees me, so she’s happy? (She’s happy because miracles happen, and they make her want to survive.) Oh, good. Tell us one of your miracles.
(One of those miracles is this – that I came here.) (One of the miracles is that I came here.) Oh. Yeah? It’s a miracle? (Yes.) Is it difficult? Was it difficult to come here? (Very difficult.) (Yes, it was.) Tell us why. (Very difficult.) Tell us why. (There was no money, no vacation time. I have a big family, and it would be a challenge to organize everything. But it was arranged very quickly.) (Because there was no money, I didn’t have a vacation at work.) Yes. (I have a big family, and it was hard to get it all together.) Support them. (I managed with everything.) So how did she come here, walking? (Thank You, Master.) Flying? (I flew, flying.) So how did you get the money then? From the bank, huh? (Yes.) Yes. When you say “Tak,” it sounds like German for “day.” (Yes.) To me. (Thank You, Master.) You’re welcome.
(I would like to share my experience with You.) (I would like to share my experience.) (When I am very relaxed and I am awake, a small dot appears to me. I mean, I can see a spot, shiny and white. Occasionally it is on a person or somewhere in space.) (Sometimes when I’m very relaxed but I’m not asleep, I see a white point appearing to me.) White? (A white point. A white, shining point appears to me somewhere) (Small.) Small. (in the space. Maybe on someone or...) On somebody? (On somebody, sometimes, yes.) (It is very nice, and I would just like to know for sure – is it a spiritual being, or what is it? It is very pleasant.) (And that’s very nice, and I just wanted to ask what it is. Is it a spiritual being or something?) Yes, spiritual experience, yes. When you see... People have (Heavenly) Light around them, and we originally are (Heavenly) Light. If you look closer sometimes, some people don’t have shape, just (Heavenly) Light. (Thank You, Master.) You’re welcome. Good, good! Good practice. Please do something before I [fall] asleep.
(I also want to say that during the [inner Heavenly] Light meditation, sometimes there’s a small spot of light. And then suddenly, it’s like I lose concentration, and it disappears somewhere. I don’t remember what happens next, whether I have visions or not. (I want to ask because when I meditate on the [inner Heavenly] Light, this point appears to me. And then maybe I lose my concentration, and then I don’t know what’s going on after. I don’t have any visions.) Sometimes it’s just a surprise, and then we forget to concentrate. That’s why we have to practice, to get used to the (inner Heavenly) Light, so when the (inner Heavenly) Light comes, you don’t feel shocked or surprised. Sometimes it’s too bright and sudden. Some people sit for a long time and wait for the (inner Heavenly) Light to come. “No Light... No Light – already two hours! No Light...” And then suddenly, they’re like, boom! And then, “Huh?” Too bright and too quick. Capisce (understand)? Good. How do you say “capisce?” (Rozumiesz.) Rozumiesz? OK.
(Master, I saw on the internet that maybe we could buy a whole island.) Where? Which island? (I saw islands for sale.) I saw some, but it’s not always ideal. Which one? Where? How much? How long? How big? When? (Well, I didn’t do more research, but I saw some islands, I think in the Caribbean, for sale. They are quite big, not that small.) But is there any electricity, water? Not yet? (I don’t know.) You don’t just say like that! In the Caribbean, huh? Possible. There are some islands for sale in Europe also, but they are not always the way we think. We are very romantic. We think, “OK, I’ll live on an island far away from it all.” But after eating too many coconuts, I think we’ll just want to go back to Germany or Poland. Did he translate well? (Yes.)
Because in the islands, only coconuts grow. (Well, we can grow some food.) Yeah, it takes a long time! I think we can make a joke like: a group of people, their boats broke, sunk, and then they got to one island and stayed there. Then everybody said together, “Oh, please, we have to keep planting, planting, so that our children can eat later. At least, our children can eat.” Planting fruit trees and all that. They picked some of the nuts, they planted them, and said, “At least for our children. These trees will grow, and then our children will have fruits.” So the wives said, “They're all dead from hunger already.” Wait until the fruit tree grows.
An island, if it's not connected to the mainland, we have to come in and out with boats, and not every season's friendly. That's the problem. So, I guess we have to eat a lot of coconuts. And after eating too many, I think we'll go back to Poland. You don’t laugh. (We would go back to Poland.) Polish don’t laugh too much. You see the Germans? (We laugh a lot. Just…) Yeah? (I think it’s lost in translation.) Maybe the translation? (Lost in translation.) Never mind. You guys just laugh. Never mind. You know, like that Japanese tour guide. When a group of Japanese went to America, the American tour guide just kept on and on and on, and then said jokes and all that, and asked the Japanese tour guide to translate. So the Japanese tour guide said to the Japanese people, “You know, the guy just said a joke, so please laugh and clap.” Capisce (understand)? No. (Laugh, laugh.) (Laugh and clap.) Who’s right now? Are you both Polish? Are you sure? (I was just joking with them. I was translating, “Master said a joke. Please laugh.”) Said, “Please clap.” Translate. (Still don’t laugh.) That’s right. They’re laughing more than you do. My goodness!
