I don’t know why you want to live together. I really like to live alone but I can’t. I have so many dog-people, so I have to take care, and therefore I have to have a lot of people around to take care of the dog-people. And when we have a lot of people, we have conflicts also. I don’t know about your family. (Yes. We have because we have been living in the same house, four or five years.) It’s a lot of... Sometimes a lot of corrections. Not physical but pressure, sometimes mental pressure. Sometimes I have to escape and go out for a while, the whole day, sit somewhere and come back later. A lot of pressure.
Why did you leave your husband, by the way? He’s bad? (He has an alcohol problem.) Then it’s not your fault. He hurt you, and you left him, it’s good, it’s good. Don’t worry, you’ll have another sometime, maybe. If you want to. People come and go together because of karma. (Yes, You have told it many times.) Yes. (But when you face it, it’s difficult to go through. I understand it. Actually, now, after being here, You have taught and actually answered my questions. Like You heard [me].) Like I heard you. (Yes. All the small details, You answered me.) OK. So, you’ve no need to ask any more. (No.) Good! How are your children doing? (That’s another story.) They’re bad? They’re bad for you? The bigger son, right? So, he’s still there, he’s still in the house? (No.) He left? (They have all completely left also.) He also left! (But it is a good purpose, because they have families.) Yes, it’s good.
Do you know what? When people leave you, it’s good. (Also my children?) Yeah! My God! In Âu Lạc (Vietnam), they say children are debtors, the people who you owe or they owe you; wives are enemies; and houses are just bad karma. Anything you have is not good for you! (But it is, being such an ignorant person, it’s difficult to understand that also your children leave you.) Well, they are grown up! (Yes.) You see all the bird-people, when their children are grown up, they even kick them out of the nest. It’s only we, the humans, that hang on to them. So, you want your children to stay with you forever, it’s not possible. (No, no, no.) You also left your parents, that’s the karma. (Yes. No, actually, I haven’t yet left them, because we are living in the same house.) Is that right, with them? (But they are leaving, too.) You must have broken many mirrors, man! I’ll deal with this guy later. I’ll see what’s going on in his heart. (Yes.)
You think you’ll come back to her ever? Honest. (I think the karma’s finished.) Karma finished? (Yes.) Alright then. It’s nothing of her fault, right? You tell her. (Yes. That’s right.) You see. He told me before that he likes you very much, that you’re a very beautiful person. So when he left, it’s because the karma finished. Nothing you can do about it. In the last life, you left him, so now he left you, it’s just “finito.” (So, OK, because my... I left my ex-husband, so...) No, it has nothing to do with that. Of course if he’s an alcoholic and bad, you have to leave him. (I had to because I needed to take care of the children.) The children, yes! You did the right thing. But not because you leave one husband, then so many people leave you. It’s not! Just when the affinity is done, it’s done. Don’t worry. Look at me, I live alone. I survive, no? Or, you can go like me, go out in a taxi, and then the taxi driver will... (Yes. The taxi driver will help me.) ... want to take you home. Do you need a man, you need to have a boyfriend? You need it? Do you have a need for that? (No.) No? OK, then be happy. (But it takes time to get used to being alone, completely alone.) It’s true. But you’re not alone. You have friends, and your family still comes back and forth to see you, no? Your son, your daughter... (In the future, I hope so.) They don’t come home to see you? The children? (Yes, yes.) OK! (We were just spending three weeks (on a) nice holiday in Thailand with them.) Then what are you complaining about? They can’t stay forever with you. And now you feel a little empty, but it will be fine. (This emptiness is really...) Get a dog, get a dog-person. They never leave you! (They’re always happy when you are there.) Really! You’ll feel very happy.
Alright then. So, and you? Anybody leave you? (My father left.) Your father left you? (Yes.) Where did he go? (We had some problems in our family and...) He left you. (I don’t know who left. But I think our karma is finished.) Karma’s finished also? (Yes.) Everybody’s karma’s finished. You see, the karma works very fast after the Gift. It has to work. I told you it’s very powerful. (I thought, if this continues, how can we bear it?) Are you finished now, and you’re still OK? (I’m better now, yes.) I’m so sorry about all this, but that means you’re cleansed up a lot. (Yes. Within one year, all these things happened.) It happens to me many times. (Will this continue so fast, because I don’t know how I will survive?) No problem. Everybody left already, nothing else can happen. (That is true, yes.) Nobody else will leave anymore. Just let them all leave, and then we’re finished. The worst is over. The worst is over. Be happy. You are so beautiful and nice, and slimmed down by 17 kilos, pounds? (Kilos.) Kilos. How much is that in pounds? (It’s double.) That’s 30 something pounds. Wow! I’m proud of you. How did you do that? Did you starve yourself? (No.) OK, it’s over. It’s over. Now you eat. Do you eat here? Do you enjoy the food? (Yes, it was very delicious food.) Oh, wonderful. Then eat it, eat it. You can just come back and do group meditation and go out with the taxi driver. Or get a dog-person or something.
I don’t know why you want to live together. I really like to live alone but I can’t. I have so many dog-people, so I have to take care, and therefore I have to have a lot of people around to take care of the dog-people. And when we have a lot of people, we have conflicts also. I don’t know about your family. (Yes. We have because we have been living in the same house, four or five years.) It’s a lot of... Sometimes a lot of corrections. Not physical but pressure, sometimes mental pressure. Sometimes I have to escape and go out for a while, the whole day, sit somewhere and come back later. A lot of pressure.
(Can I have one small question please?) Yeah. You’re done now? (Yes.) OK, you’re good now. Maybe a new boyfriend’s coming. You look younger now. Maybe a younger boyfriend. (Much better, yes.) A younger boyfriend’s coming.
(Yes, Master, I’d like to ask about death. I want to talk about doggie cancer. I had to kill them – they had cancer, both of them.) Understand. Put them to sleep. (I didn’t want them to suffer, so it’s bad for me now. I had a dog[-person] and I had two cat[-people]. Now I only have one cat left, because they got sick. Cancer.) The doctor put them to sleep? There’s no cure? (No, they tried everything. And they always break your heart.) It’s a terrible thing to do. You can’t bear it. (I had a big Labrador dog, which the doctor said that he had all the allergies that an animal[-person] can have, and it’s going to end up to be so angry. Because it’s itching all the time, that it’s going to get mad.) Oh God! You don’t have medicine for the itching? (No, because he had so many different allergies which made him itchy. And it was a very sad story anyway.) So, what do you want to ask me? (No, I was just asking is this the bad karma for me? Because after initiation, all this happened.) What can I do? What can I say? Bad or good, they’re gone. (Yes.) It must be their karma, and have such a bad karma. Maybe they’re not a very high level. (I see.) Not all cat- and dog-people are high level, especially cats. (Yes.) Cat-people are from Astral Level. Dog-people are from Second Level.
(This dog was very special. I had a very straight connection with him. He asked to help astrally. He’s an animal[-person] but sometimes I was thinking that one day, if there’s the chance, I would like to ask You about it.) If they’re gone, you just let them go. (Yes.) Don’t cry too much. (No, not anymore.) Be happy that they probably go to a better world. (Alright. Thank You.) Did you give them veggie diet? (No, because you can’t tell them anything like that. I’m not so good a cook.) Oh my God! So, you give them all meat diet? (Yes, I did.) Oh, that’s why. (Yes.) You shouldn’t. (Yes.) If you have dog- and cat-people again, give them vegan diet. They can even survive on broccoli and cauliflower. (Yes. I know, I have to try to change that.) Tofu. (Yes.) OK? (Alright.) Many cat and dog-people do that. You know, there are some special, just veggie sausages. Anything at all, they eat it. (Yes, right. OK. Thank You.) Tofu even, cook it tasty a little bit with Maggi and seasoning. Yeah, they eat. (Yes.) Any more questions? No? OK. You don’t ask anymore? If not, then go. Next group.
(I have a question.) You have? (Master, when we watch Your [Supreme Master] TV, should we recite the Five [Holy] Names also?) You can do it just like everything else. (Do it anytime that we should?) Anytime you should. But if you don’t, if you forget, it’s OK. But when you remember, you just do it, so that it becomes automatic. (And like a few years ago, I liked Your books very much. I felt like I liked Your teachings more than meditation. But lately, it’s like I’m not that attached to Your books. Is that good?) It’s good. It’s good. In the beginning, you’re just curious. You want to know what I’m saying and why and all that. Now you meditate more, you understand more inside. You don’t need the outside book. It’s OK. No problem.
